I don't want to MUG.

URGH. i'm so sian. i've got no mood to mug at all!!! doing homework is extremely BORINGGGGG. REALLY REALLY REALLY BORING. i woke up like two hours after the time i wanted to. so tired D: there's still so much more to do for HOMEWORK. and drama! we were discussing just now. oh wells :/ there's a lot a lot a lot more to do. i was supposed to go out today, but my mum doens't want to. so sad! D: what have i done today... hmm. i've not done much. urgh!!!!

MUG SHIYAN.
YOU'VE GOT TO MUG MUG MUG.
If not your marks would die, as it already is now. grr. anyways(: i must ENJOY mugging. yay i love mugging i love mugging.

oh and i think i'm taking CLEP. don't care if i'm going to die or whatever. at least it's structure learning. i know what i'm learning. not like what's happening now. yay(:

i shall call my aunt. maybe MAYBE i'll be relieved from home a teeeeeeeeny little while.

tata! <3 shiyan

Together. 5:20 PM

I'll really miss 203 :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGGGGGGGGG :)


just changed my skin and song. It's dedicated officially to 203. Seriously, i'll really really cryyyy. ARGH. shan't think too much yet.





Our friendship would always stand strong, right?

Together. 10:59 PM

A very Happy Teachers' Day!

To all teachers: HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

haha the TDC concert today was awesome((: the programmes were super ultra duper entertaining! hahaha and the PSG. LOL MY DAD! hahahhah and my mum. so cuuuute. my dad was playing with siqi's bro's guitar hehe. Elvis Presley and the Fan Skirt woman haha. And the most ironic thing is that everyone single one of them are working parents with fairly demanding jobs. hah(: i'm proud of all of them. AMAZING. everyone can make time! :D Enthusiasm always makes life fruitful. Don't always think of academics. The memories you keep are always from this kind of projs(: oh and i just realised really nothing is bought. the pineapple and banana fruit that one mother wore on her head was actually made from the gardenia bread wrapper. the nut flavoured ones which were yellow. COOOL RIGHT. urgh i wanna get them to display! if not it'll really be such a pity!

haha so after that i went out with jiajia (((: Even my parents were so glad to see her after such a loooooooooooooong looooooooooooong time. i think it's really cool(: our friendship really doens't change at all. we still talk like how we used to. exactly same tone, same everything. 'Some things would never change' ! so we watched Wall-e. it was really quite boring but the underlying meaning was cool(: then we walked aroudn shopping for presents i bought for eunice (dung), tiffany and yumo. cheap cheap stuff lah, cute also though. then then we TOOK NEO PRINTS! hahaha. first time two people take. it was quite successful :D I'm so glad and comforted that our friendship still remains the same as before. it's quite cool! We talk/laugh/joke the same way as before! :D

I SPENT A LOT OF MONEY TODAY! D: hahah but i had funn.

OH AND I HOPE PIG IS HAPPY TODAY(: SHE RECEIVED TONS OF PRESENTS AND WELL WISHES. you better like my pig, PIG! hahahahahahahaahaha. ((: HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY! hope i remember to wish you tomorrow. HAH. ILY! (: <33 you're a year, uh hmm SMELLIER. hee.

You know i suddenly felt really really sad today for no reason... and i didn't realize why until i came home. I'LL REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS 203. i mean really. I can't imagine parting with FPS grp/pig/stephie/mari/jo/leting etc. EVERYONE! i'll really really SERIOUSLY misssss every single one of them. EVERYONE. argh! it's affecting me so! LOL i wonder why i was suddenly so random... haha maybe it's because i was thinking about my friendship with jia and wondering if it'll be the same. IT WILL, RIGHT? :/

SO... it's the start of the SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS! Though it's a mugging holiday, i really really hope to have great funn mugging as well. i'm going to do bettter!


I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS ((: they make my world go round! haha maybe we really shouldn't really think too much into life. What is life? hahaha that was my speech. Maybe, we just have to treasure what we have and stop thinking of what would happen in the future.

ROCK ON PEOPLE(:

Together. 6:46 PM

PIANO EXAM >.< tomorrow

OMGOOSE. my piano exam is TOMORROW! good luck to lee shi yan man. hope she doesn't fail. MY ONLY AIM IS TO PASS. and not waste money. urgh >< i'm going to practise at least three hours of piano today. (that's very long considering someone who has not much interest). AND YAY(: I THINK I"M GOING OUT FOR DINNER TODAY.

seriously, what's wrong with my life. i actually get so excited when we're just going to have a family dinner.

anyway, i shall BELIEVE i can pass. and it'll be half a battle won. tralala. let's see what i've got to complete today

I'm still left with 2 hours of practising piano
rehearsing speech for the final time
ROMANCE ESSAY >.<" <--this is what i'm dreading
touch up on history assignment

AND I NEED TO START REVISING FOR EOYS SOON >.<


jiayou shiyan!

P.S JIAYOU SALLY (: I'll be there to help you don't worry. hahahahahha xD

Together. 11:19 AM

Emotional :'(

Just read pig's blog >< and it made me tear! i'm going to miss 203 to BITS i tell you. i'll really miss EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. It's so horrible to know that our ever so bonded class will be splitting up in just 2 months. TWO MONTHs. omgoodness! urgh.

you've no idea how much i'll miss my companion sally, my dear pau pau whom i love to tickle, my dearest mari who loves to camwhore sometimes with me, my dearest piggggg who loves to call me mozzy and stands behind me every morn assembly, my dear joseph who is always ever so caring about me, my dear stephiee who is ever so motherly to me, my monkey who always goes KIII KOOOVVVEEE KKKOOUU with me, dearest yanni with her octopus face, heng yeng with all her fuuny laughter, LE TINGGGG for always being my confidante and the bouncy little thing in my lit circle group, my siqi who is really talkative deep down, my aunty rachel, our hilarious monitress and of course, my liii ccia. (:

GOSH. i'll really really dread every single day without you guys! :'(

YOU MAKE MY WORLD GO ROUND(:
ROCK ON PEOPLE!

坚持不懈, 要继续!

Together. 3:36 PM

average person

Hello everyone (: it's been quite long since i've blogged. hmm. anyway. i've been quite emo lately. maybe i'm just exhausted? not sure why though, cca stopped and everything. i wonder what's making me so busy. GAH D: haha --throws unhappy things away-- School's been mundane. boring? haha i spend a LOT of time tickling pau pau. I LOVE HOW SHE SQUIRMS. at least it entertains me during lessons and prevents me from falling asleep. hahahaha.

i want cca back. at least it eh enables me to forget about a LOT of stress haha. and stretching is comfortable! (i'm not being sadistic) dance is pretty ((: i like pretty dances.

EOYs are coming! :O it pulled my entire year's marks down last year! DANG. it was really really hard. sian >< I can't believe it's so soon!!! HAHA. and i'm looking forward to SCARLET tomorrow! WHOOPIE (: at least i get to escape for a while!

have a spectacular night people (although i'm not exactly close to anyone in theatre):

Amanda (PSL)
Amanda (XT's best friend)

haha, AND mr nick ng. LOL. okay i'm going to eat. i'm constantly starving recently. (not to mention having recurring constipations =X ) haha!

<3 shiyan!

Together. 6:52 PM

HELLO! I FINALLY GOT MY NEW PHONE! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ it's SONY ERICSSON W760.hoho. :) finally a non laggy and high resolution phone! FINALLY.

I've been rather unproductive this weekend. oh yesterday i went out like from 4 to 9. super cool. ate nice jap food and GREEN TEA ICECREAM :D with my parents. bro and sis are studying for exams. haha. anyway; i'm 1/12 through my romance essay. HAH HAH. how exciting.

Most of my time's been spent doing drama. i hope ours turns out well! Mr nick ng hasn't been helping us at all. like he just tells us what to complete then he leaves the room for his coffee or something. YEAH. but it's good also lah, at least we feel a lot for our play. somehow! :D our play is kind of fragmented already, but it's still a little raw to me. haha, how far can we get? we aren't professionals. but i think what we've come up so far is really really good already(: at least during the discussion we had one wednesday, the class seemed very hyped up. like everyone was shooting their ideas so fast we couldn't catch all of them. hope we can do it well! ;D Meeting at 4pm to discuss roles tonight :)

I've been having some mixed feelings lately, lol. maybe it's because of what le ting said to me. As much as i know i should ignore, it's pretty hard. oh well(: i'll get over it myself!

Oh and i'm kinda worried for tomorrow's R&J assignment. it'll prob pull my entire mark down. >< OH MAN. sigh, but anyway! :D

<3 shiyan!

Together. 1:39 PM

nymd farewell party (:

hello(: today was the farewell partyyy :) it was sad.. i mean the atmosphere wasn't sad. but come to think about it now, i really can't imagine not seeing people like larissa, bernice, patricia, xinkai, theresa, trixie, yiran in school next year. it'll feel odd. i don't want to be a sec four. no seniors! which is sad. but the party wasn't too bad. it was quite partyish with our lovely witchy party hats. haha.

next year would be SYF :O how freaky is that. i remember primary six' one. hoho. i was sooo freakin' nervous before i went on stage. wonder what would happen this time.

and sometimes, i really do feel not quite so integrated even into my batch. it's weird. like.. i don't know, i'm not the screamish type maybe. but we still share many happy happy times together. we need to bond more! we really do. and we also need to MATURE more. to stop the unnecessary screaming at times. NYMD needs to bond more! more more more!

haha here's wishing kelly (president) and mabel (vice pres) a wonderful time perfecting NYMD (: TO ALL SEC FOURS: WE LOVE YOU, AND WE'LL REALLY REALLY MISS YOU! <3333333333333

Together. 8:46 PM

shiyan's happy !

HELLO EVERYBODY! Shi Yan is currently HIGHHHH today! yipee :) i'm high. reached home at eight. spend the entire day doing cca farewell party stuff :D LALALLA. me and eunice chionggggggged to westmall at six to buy the goodie stuff. both of us felt DAMN GOOD AND DAMN HAPPY. lalalllallalalala. I LIKE IT WHEN I FEEL INVOLVED IN STUFF. feels weird when i don't. anyway, whining rosanne who kept scolding me today was terribly late for her ballet lesson. haha i shan't let out the secret of what we're doing for the sec fours. lalal :D in case anyone pops by, like aunty larissa. it's REALLY NICE :D credits to, Eunice Loo, Rosanne Chong and Lee Shi Yan. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. anyway i'm looking forward to EVERYTHING NOOW :D it all seems like a CLEAR picture right ahead of me. like the hmwk load has gone down FOR THE TIME BEING. :D yippeee. shiyan's happpy today.

our choral and drama would be DAMN COOL if we can do it well. LALA. TRALLAA. i'm currently QUITE sure i can cope with OM next year. :D

BREAKING DAWN~

right off to cut stuff for the _________ we're doing. BYE PEEPS :D

Together. 10:03 PM

heya there. school's okay today. haha. basically it. I HOPE TO SLEEP EARLY TODAY!

things i hope to complete: GEOG (done)
Drama script (will be doing)
Practise piano
Romance essay (continue)
Tuition homework
Breaking Dawn :D

i want to be more involved it cca stuff >.< haha i shall volunteer my services now. tralla. BYE PEOPLE.

OH YAH. i was reading breaking dawn on the bus. and i had to get off at the most exciting part. was reading as i was walking on the road back to my house LOL. i'm passed with the interesting part. read till five. HEEHEEHEE.

Together. 5:44 PM

ANGRY

i'm currently pissed, angry and frustrated. I CAN'T STAND IT WHEN SOMETHING'S DUE THE NEXT DAY AND I'M ONLY THE ONE WORRYING. and like going crazy trying to do it to the best. sally is uncontactable. she hasn't even reached home at this point of time. and her phone get through. mari was busy the entire day again. YAH AND I SPENT MY WHOLE MON HOLIDAY TRYING TO CLEAR UP THE MESS OF THE CHEM REPORT. darn.

but i feel proud of myself. actually understanding how vegetables are preserved. doing pages full of biblio, of RESEARCH, and finally understanding it to a point where i can write it in my own words. beautiful. is that the only thing i should award myself for? and after A THOUSAND ATTEMPTS, the chem report is still 12 pages long. exclu 2 pages of biblio, the annex and coverpage, it's 8 pages long. WOW, it's only supposed to be 5. i'm angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! frustrated. REALLY frustrated. let me get it alllll out here.

!@#$%^&*()_+!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*$%^&*()_&^%$#$%

RIGHT. enough. phew i feel much better. at least i've done more than enough of my part for this proj. hope my effort pays. and my teeth is hurting. i hate the consequences of a dental appt.

so i shold take DEEEEEEEEEEP BREATH now. yes. WELL DONE SHI YAN. you shall sleep early today. at least wo3 liang2 xin1 guo4 de qu4.

<3 shiyan

Together. 9:09 PM

BREAKING DAWN! <3

HELLLO! hahahahaha. i feel so happy with myself! i finished two lit essays in two hours last night! after even being brain dead at sally's house trying to do chem sia report. so cool. i didn't really plan and think much, sort of treated it like a test. so can finish it QUICK. LALA :D

Oh and breaking dawn! it isn't really THAT intesresting but i'm amazed at how it keeps me going. like you can't put the book down cos every line leaves behind suspense. so cool right. even though the suspense is not REALLY suspense.. but still.. HAHA. im going SLOWLY, so i can savour. it's the only thing i look forward too please xD

i feel like slacking today. but i must still complete:

DRAMA PLOT --SCENES
CHEM SIA --cut down
ROMANCE ESSAY--continue
TRIGO QUIZ--revise
PRACTISE PIANO


right. sian >< I WANT TO GET MY NEW PHONE! DARN. i can't wait. oh i've got dental later. ROAR. they had better not make me wait another 2h. haha

I <3 NYMD
I<3 203
I <3 BACTCH '10

Together. 11:27 AM

NATIONAL DAY. PAULINE'S SURPRISE PARTY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINE!

today started off awesomely (if there's such a word)! hohohohho. guess how we celebrated pauline's birthday! HAHAHHAHAHAHA. we surprised her at her house today! can you believe! we were sitting in her living room and she walked out in her PJs. HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO. you should have seen the look on her face. LALLALALALLALA. it was so .. so i don't know! COOOL? yeah. me and sally had a hard time contacting her parents. well we got her home. but after tryign to call dunno how many THOUSAND times, no one picked. so we umm, tricked her into telling us her parent's number. HAHAHA. seriously, i'm damn good at lying! trust me if you need to organise surprises. HAHAHHAHA. anyway the cake was nice (: and our whole OM group was there to celebrate her bday! hope she was touched <3 anyway and yes, that was when we decided to do OM next year. hahah i think our group very cute. we practically sat down and told each other what we didn't like about this year's process, like each other's flaws. hahahahahhaha. we're super funnny. but it was cool, WE FINALLY GOT OVER OUR 'MENTAL DOUBTS' and decided to do OM and be each other's pillar of support for next year! we'll do it well for the school, RIGHT?

hahah, yesterday was connect singapore. lala. it didn't turn out THAT well, but overall i think it has been the best ever national day celebration our school ever had. we were zihighing like siao as a class. SINGING like mad! cheering at the roadside. OMGOSH i'll miss 203! we've come SOOOOOOOO far. and we sang all the national day songs. though the school wasn't very hyped up about it, at least we had a taste of the national day feeling. something that i hadn't felt in ages. haha xD

then we went for batch '10 outing! hahaha :D it was funn! we all could click very well with each other! not clique. but 'click' hahahahaha. all super enthu cos it's probably in everyone to appreciate bonding! :D

well today's national day. ummm. cousins, aunts all coming for party. as always, 'traditionally' every year. hope it would be 'party-ish' and not just 'gathering-ish'. hohoho :D

WE'RE DOING OM! I"M SO HAPPY!

i'm currently SUPER contented with my life. yay :D hope it's not shortlived. :D :D

and pau, REALLY, A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

may our nation have a great future ahead!

Together. 2:44 PM

hello hello it's so late alr but i feel like posting a short one. I JUST FINISHED WRITTEN TASK! WHOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! it's cool i'm proud of it :D :D :D :D :D :D anyay i had a nice buffet dinner and saw rosanne hohoho. funny. i have been slacking quite a lot please, doing my hmwk at a very slow pace. if i want to do faster i would have finished lit circle, but i haven't started, of course, which shows my rate of work -.-" . anyway it's super late and i've been looking horrid recently. XIONG MAO YAN. roarrrrr!

chinese dance was good :D haha met so many old seniors! hahahahah. chermain and larissa were funny. hahahahah. oh oh, it's a very known fact but i must reiterate! I THINK CHINESE DANCERS ARE CONTORTIONISTS! you should see how their bodies can be you know, ehh how to put it nicely, twisted. eh twisted is a nice word already. i would have said something like distorted. HOHOHOHO. they're REALLY flexible. everyone knows. ahhaahhaha. okay i'm so happy now.HAHAHAHHAHA. i shall wake up super late tomorrow.

BYE PEEPS.

<3 shiyan

Together. 12:46 AM

CLOCK! ;