i'm aching from head to toe. came back from cca and just spent the whole time watching tv and reading my nice library book (: haha. can you believe it i actually feel GUILTY reading. something's wrong with me -.- anyway. cca today was.. hmmm quite fun lah (: but VERY painful. woah how many time we were forced to go down by gravity. hahaha but i managed to touched the floor :D yay. Rosanne has been asking me to take up ballet. haha. ballet. i really want to actually just that i don't think i'll be able to find the time. and i don't even have ballet foundation. haha i think liu lao shi was quite shocked that only like three people in nymd take dance lessons outside.
watching so you think you can dance inspires me (: especially those who lost their limbs and yet are still able to dance to freakin'ly well. hahaha. i'm back to emo-ness. lol. no idea why. actually i KNOW why. oh man. i hate this can -.- roar.... i think it'll be a scar in me forever? when it just never fails to make me shrink inside when that particular ____ gets too sensitive? sigh.
i escape during cca (: hahaha, nah it hasn't really been bothering me much nowadays. i just.. hmm. haha. don't know lah. anyway. can't wait for next year ( though i know it'll be horribly stressful), can't wait for my fate to be finally decided. sigh. i think sec two is a painful yet fun year? don't really like this year. too many troubles haha. LOL why am i emo-ing? LOL LOL LOL
hahahhaa, i exert wonderful self control and i think i've learnt to just 'forget' for the time being. maybe _ _ _ _ _ would work out better for me than that? maybe i really should head in a different direction? :) hahahahah i'm thinking too much alr. i think i really need to sleep! hahah
okay night people.
Together. 10:33 PM