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Friday, March 21, 2008

hey world. the only happy thing today is that i'll be going for batch movie stepup2 later; hohoho. :D i heard it isn't nice just the dance part. oh well. GAH, i can't make myself not think about it. it's just like at the back of my mind slowly crawling towards my nerves and soon it'll cause a sharp pain. am i just thinking too much? AGAIN? sigh... why is it like that. i always have drastic mood swings hhaahaaa. i can't wait to change seats just that i'll definitely miss mari's hilarious company during lesson time where we wallow in self pity together at our math and laughing at everything that's funny during home econs and science. haha. and of course my other table mate jaslyn! :D hahaha i'll DEFINITELY DEFNITELY miss her help during math lesson. though i don't really talk much to her which makes me feel very very bad. only during math lesson i'll talk the most to her cos most of the time i'll be asking her questions. LOL. but i'm also looking forward to sitting beside le ting. LOl though yes i THINK we know each other considerably well we haven't exactly sat beside each other before. ahaha. i need to buy birthday presents for my my mortal, shan ping, tammie, le ting. haha two belated ones.

i've been thinking. sometimes i really want time to sit back and breathe and yet i know from the bottom of my heart that i also don't actually want to be all too free. i want to be active and participate. and do the stuff that i really like to do. but would i be given the chance to? it doesn't seem so anymore. and that's making me really insecure and worried. sigh. it's like you know what you really really want but you know there's a total 50% that you wouldn't even get the first chance to even try for it. you've actually been given false hope. and have lost almost 90% of my self assurance. sigh.

but as sally post just said. learn to treasure what you already have. you'll never realised it until you've been taken away from it. i'll learn to treasure what i already have. and well...

let's just leave it to fate to decide.

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