HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SALLY! my dearest, my lover, my darling, my dearie. HOHO. i'm not les. really. but i do love you a lot and wish you all the best and think that you are the greatest greatest leader <3333>
okay. first. LSC was quite xian. and that was quite sad. really quite sad. anw but i think it was the first time i cheered like crazy. i mean oh wow. i swear i shouted my hearts out. i didn't care. i was crazily in love with 203. :D hoho. though the night trail didn't turn out as well as we expected it to be, we know we put in so much effort. we shan't care about others. we did so much and we know it :D especially darling sally. oh my. cried that night after everything. felt so bad. felt so guilty that i made sally so embarrassed. was sobbing and hugging leting. then sobbed and hugged sally who didn't feel like hugging me which made me feel ten times worse. then sobbed for at least 2-3 min into jo's arms. like a baby i swear i was like omg. crying like helllll. she felt like my mum :D thanks jo :D i love you :D then hugged jesslene :D and sobbed for a min :D thank you peeps :D AND SORRY SALLY. i did not not want to go out. it was chaotic. i didnt know when to come out. and it was like D: and that po
OMG OMG OMG OGM OMG OGM OMG i just typed my whole post and it disappeared! WHATTHE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
and at that point there were no instructions given and i knew we were supposed to initiated but yah, i learnt that nothing will be smooth if we don't prepare before hand and rehearse. yes so after that we just went out. and we were screamign like hell. we didn't know what we were doing. but we tried our very very very best. it was like D: but yes, we were very proud of ourselves. not until some people told us how we made sally feel so embarrassed that we felt so lousy. i mean we really tried. and it was not that we didn't want to come out. we knew we knew ir wasn't our fault but they made us feel sooooo bad. like. OKAY. shan't say. sorry sally.
DRAMA! hahaha. hahahah eheheheheheheh hahahahahahahaha. drama! hohoho i was made JAKE LONG -.- the main characteer and i was really unsure of myself. then on stage i was trying my super best and screaming and shouting like never before :D ohohho :D and we received special commendations! HOHOHOHO. the judges were praising us to the skies laH! hohohoho. i learnt that an event wouldn't be successful if it doesn't try to appeal and interest and relate to the audience. at first our script was quite incoherent. yes. i knew it wouldn't work out but didn't know and dare to change it in case i offend. but yes, i know everyone tried their best and thank you mari and steph and heng yeng. i had been trying unsuccessfully to get people to support me in changing the script until the first day of camp after amazing race we were waiting and in the bus i could take it anymore. yes. so i was editing the script and dearest pauline and yanni helped me :D aAWWW . :D i realised i got to know pauline a lot better after the camp. we were tying the boundaries for the night trail etc together.. and trying to sort things out :D anyway. yes. so pauline typed out the edited script then i proposed the idea to the class then we immediately arranged and completed only in one and a half hours! WOOOHOOOO. hahahahhahaa. i love everybody :) and thanks supporters. wouldn't have done it w/o you guys :D you must involve the class in order to make everyone like the event :D
anyway. WE GOT IN FOR OM. omg the day they announced over the P.A system i was like tearing inside when they saidd the group from 2..0... i was like OMG OMG OMGO MG. and when they said that group from 203 three i was like screaming like hell and hugging all my OM members :D ohohohoho :Dhehehehehee. yay. but we're feeling the stress now. have Hatful of Stars two and had cca and have cca coming mon, wed, thurs fri and sat. stilll have to meet for OM. omg how am i going to commit equally. sure die for block tests on the first week lah! somemore must meet our mentor everyday once school term starts again D; oh well.
LSC was okay, was screaming my hearts out during the cheers. hohoho :) i love our cheeerrrrrrrrr! :)
am i being my true self? i'm not sure. would i be able to live the life i lead last year? would i be given more chances? or would i have to just sit out. and stare? i have not idea. oh well. [i'm not being emo. just thinking.]
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Together. 7:30 PM