Sunday, December 30, 2007
SIGH! school's starting in like TWO days time. i'm not sure if i'm even looking forward to it like how i did a few weeks ago. i must have been VERY bored. :( urgh. the thought of tests, quizzes and the FINAL YEAR EOY! OH MY GOSHHH. sick >.<" won't be attending lessons for pratically the whole week when school reopens! i think i've got too much time to think about stuff. have been thinking about so many lame stuffs that will NEVER actually happen but i just don't know why i keep thinking about the possibilities that it MAY happen. SIGH, and it makes me feel sooo.... :$ urgh. like i spend my whole day just worrying about it. GOSH. what's wrong with me. hahaha. it's only when this happens that i wish i've started school already so i'd feel so stressed that i won't think about these lame things. keeps my very imaginative mind off stuff. phew. :D seriously, if you give me a day, just leave me alone for a day, you wouldn't imagine how many stuffs i would have thought about and end up getting depressed and ultra-troubled. GOSHH. i think i need to talk to someone. but it's so weird! anyway, that's why i say, i always need friends to just talk to :D i'd just die without having the company of friends! ((:
so THANK YOU to all who have been there for me when i need you guys :D I LOVE YOU GUYS :D a lottt :D <333 i shall now occupy myself with something else so i need not be so bothered anymore :D
<33 shiyan
Together. 5:46 PM