Saturday, December 22, 2007
Sigh jesslene, you could have just told me a reason. all i needed was a reason. :/
I'm B.O.R.E.D, yep that's it. BORED. bro's down with stomach flu. and it's his birthday tomorrow. hahahah poor thing can't eat his cake etc. LOLL. i'm sooo bored! and i know i'm wasting time. sheezz i know i should pick up my textbook and start looking at least but i know it doesn't work for me this way. i need to be taught if not i won't register anything seriously. but i've slacked so much to a standard that i ended up mopping and sweeping the floor for my aunty. LOL. but what can i do? i can't stand it knowing that i wasted time :/ i know i must read more, but i just have got absolutely no interest in reading!!! HELPPPPP. it's so sad, that some people are just born to like reading and i'm not. and reading is so important cos language is like probably the highest percentage counted in exams. AND I HAPPEN TO NOT BE GOOD IN LANGUAGE.tsk. heh. subjects like combined humanities that i'm not so bad at, it has to be 50% geog and 50% history. so the people who are borned not good at these subjects wouldn't suffer so much cos it's only HALF the weightage. RAWR. it's so unfair. and science? SIGH, if you just memorise like crap you can also do well. so it so happens that i'm better at subjects that are easier to score across the board. LOL. very well shall just accept it ((: can't wait for school to start. but i dread the competition too when school starts. OHH NOO. competitions. i hate competitions. but everyone's competing so i can't stop competing too. sigh, that's what happens when singapore tries to educate the nation. seriously. i must learn to have more opinions about things, that's what my parents say. heh. like what i think about the increase in the price of oil, and about a woman who got sued cos she was raped. i know it makes no sense. but that's how it is in other countries, as i'm told. haiyo she's sued cos she gave the person a chance to rape her ?!?! makes NO sense. GAh. i think i should watch the movie my sister rented. Hairspray, that would keep myself from thinking about stuff. i don't understand 'to kill a mocking bird'. D: i'm horrid! and i'm not sure about math. i want to learn ahead but don't know WHERE ON EARTH to start. BOO. tried reading history but i really,really need a teacher to teach me before i'll start registering. SIGH. i give up! hairspray here i come! ((:
<3 shiyan ^^
Together. 3:43 PM