HEY HEY HEY!!! i'm at the airport now, using the laptop at the 'VIP' lounge. COOL RIGHT? hahaha my father can be allowed in cos he is a SUPER frequent traveller and my mum cos she works in DBS bank (: hahaha. so now it's like 11.12pm. and my flight is only at 1.10am. XIAN >.< LOL. anyway. will miss all of you guys! :D hah, we are allowed to make FREE calls here. HOHOHO. and we're obviously taking advantage of everything :D :D :D

hope it'll be a great trip (: and i pray and pray and pray super hard that i won't feel sick in the plane later on cos i always will. D: i always feel claustrophobic :'( and it feels terribly horrible D: RAWR. hope i don't puke or something D: anyway, enough of the negative thoughts :D

so tata pple! hope you guys enjoy a wonderful holiday! be it at home or overseas! yay(: i think i'm most excited of the hotels! WOOTS. it's gonna be a suite. and then when we travel to another part of perth, we'll be staying in this house there. haha. cheniston :D nice and huge and clean and wonderful [as it seems on the internet] LOL. but anyway :D wahahahahha. bon voyage to me again :D

<33 shiyan

Together. 11:14 PM

Sigh. won't be able to participate in the 31 December Countdown Party, Madley of two items :( COS I"M GOING ON HOLIDAY AND WILL HAPPEN TO MISS THREE DAYS OF CCA. BOO :'( SAD. RAWR. And both the dances are so nice :( rAWR. GRAH. nevermind. i'll be going to perth so it's also a good thing:D was super excited last night when i finally started to put my clothes into my luggage. :D HOH. And i'm leaving the house at 10pm tonight. coming back in the afternoon next thurs. so i'll not be available from the 29th to the 6th.

Went to watch Enchanted with sally yesterday. Xintong and Mari played us out :'( SIGH i won't forgive xintong! D: :@ :@ LOL. It was not bad, but it's kinda impossible, so yea. hah. i've yet to complete my mensuration worksheets 16.1 and 16.2 XIAN. and it's difficult D: all my numbers are horribly WEIRD. my math... SIGH. worst subject. [one of]

So i'll TRY MY BEST to get souvenirs from perth for my cca mates, selective classmates [lol; biasness] and selective friends (: [TRY MY BEST]

Bon Voyage to me then! :D

Together. 4:31 PM

HAHAHA i just found out today that encyclopedias CAN be quite interesting. haha. and i pray and REALLY hope that our OM problem never li2 ti2 D: XINTONG: CAN YOU PLEASE COME ONLINE OR CALL ME OR SOMETHING. Sigh. i'm forcing xintong to watch enchanted with me again. i'll BORE her D: NVm, i can watch with sally and mari then. if xintong doesn't want D: SIGHHH. anyway. haha sally finished eclipse. i finished it long ago but now it reminds me! ECLIPSE IT"S A SUPER WONDERFULLY GREAT BRILLIANT BOOK. As sally says, that's still an understatement.

HAHAH. yesterday was the Parent Support Group Night. LOOOOL. cos my parents were performing so me my sister and bro decided to go. IT WAS hahaha not boring surprisingly. maybe cause they had really nice games and performances that were really funny. we sat at the "children's table" and i loved our table! we didn't know each other but we got SUPER high together! haha i made new friends with this girl in 104 called alicia(; nice person! woahaha. anyway, there were games like bingo which we competed against other tables. hahaha it got SUPER exciting and we had to stand up to don't know show what team spirit when our number was 'calling' but ahahah the number wasn't called in the end. LOL. but we SERIOUSLY laughed like cRazy. wahaha. saw teachers like Mrs chua Mei hong, Mrs Shirline tieh [dunno how to spell], ms chee etc. and Mdm Mak was there too, with Ms Yap, Mdm Chew and Mrs Chek[don't know how to spell] LOL. funny. oh dai lao shi was there too. and so surprisingly, all these teachers knew my parents so well. uh huh. so they were supposed to sabo two couples up on stage. they didn't know what they had to do but both my parents go sabo-ed. LIKE O.M.G. guess what they were supposed to do. bring back the times 20 years ago and got both men from each couple to PROPOSE AGAIN. OMG OMG OMG. me and my sister we like literally hiding under the table cloth. and kept going Oh.My.Gosh. it was ... HAHAHA SUPER FUNNY, somemore my father lah, haiyo. so enthu and funny, he was like (to my mum with a rose in his mouth! LOL): "will you marry me" OMG OMG OMG. Ohmygosh. wahahah but it was funny lah. and i admire their courage. LLOOLL. i think me and my sister were laughing too loudly and exclaiming FAR too loudly. Xintong's mum turned and looked at me and laughed. LOL. SIGH. traumatising. hehe.


hah. shall visit the toilet soon :D CHIAO

<3 shiyan <3

Together. 7:32 PM

i'm so exhausted D: have not been sleeping well for the past two nights. woke up at seven today with my sister to follow my brother to macritchie to for training with cat high. sat with my sister for like 2 and a half hours doing nothing but reading. am at my grandparent's house now. SIGH D: made a cake with my sister last night. finished at around eleven. hahahahaa, it's quite nice lah (: NICE in fact :P supposedly to make everybody less stress. LOL. i think this crisis really tests how strong our family is (: i think everyone is very stress :/ SIGH. i think my parents are like almost pulling their hair out D: poor parents :'( anyway. Time would heal all wounds :D


tired :/

Together. 11:57 AM

I guess life's a total mystery. you'd never know what would happen tomorrow :/

How i wished it was a lie,
a nightmare,
or even just a hallucination.
I didn't dare to face the reality,
didn't dare to ring the door bell.

It was the first time i was angry with heaven,
first time nothing seemed more important.
First time,
I felt so pained.

It's so painful to know how i'm feeling is only i guess 1/100 of how he is feeling. And i'm already feeling so torn D: And i finally realised how difficult it is to blink back tears and put on a brave front. Why must it be that when you are already so lost, so confused, so devastated, that you have to manage all the public relations? [But then again, you do rely on all your public relations to save your situation D:] I really pity all of them, having to swallow their tears and answer phone calls, pretending to be able to accept the reality. It all didn't seem real at all, it really seemed that we were just all living through a nightmare. A disastrous one in fact. But it all could have been worse. much worse than it already seems. I know that this is a billion times less horrid than knowing that your loved one is dying, and i guess this is what we all have to go through.

As i lay on my bed last night. It all suddenly dawned on me that nothing else was more important. Nothing else that concerned my life was more important. Missing the PSL camp for a family holiday seemed like a total crazy thing to happen. but looking back at it yesterday, it was nothing. I am so glad that we are going overseas in a week's time. i really really hope that time heals all wounds. and it probably will. i guess we all have to look on the bright side. That may not have been the best road for him, how familiar it may seem. it would, probably, be a blessing in disguise.

Face the reality.
Life's a challenge,
we just have to face it,
brave it,
and make the best out of it (:


JIAYOU (:

Together. 10:55 AM

oh my oh my oh my oh my.. !! i'm soooo nervous.... not for myself, but for my brother. the whole family's getting all jittery. PSLE RESULTS DAY. OH MAN OH MAN. i'm soooo nervous. RAWR. as we're all afraid, cos he studied so much for this PSLE, if he doesn't do well, he'd just not study anymore his whole life. Dx anyway. and i can't go cos of CCA!!!!! SIGH. bet i won't be able to concentrate at dance today. SIGH. he looks super nervous... SUPER. haiz. never seen him so nervous about something in his whole life. rawrr. to me, he deserves to do well lah, but then... he's kinda unstable. though i DO believe in him [lol] but there is always THAT possibility that he wouldn't do well. OH MY. well. his fate is already decided, we can't do nothing about it yeah.

Yesterday's english course was... o.O we had another teacher called Mr. Jonathan or something. HE HOR... hahahahhahaa. he is good lah, no doubt, but he picks on every word that we don't pronounce properly. maybe i was the first one lah but then... hahahahahahahahah. anyway after he commented on my reading i purposely pronounced every word much consideration. GAH i'm not coherent anymore. think i'm too nervous. anyway >.<

Together. 9:07 AM

Sigh... visited Dyan's blog :D ex-cca friend [Chinese dance] brought back so many memories of our dance practices and the syf. we didn't do well, but i guess we all really tried our best. SIGH. but the school? didn't even give us ANY recognition. only kept praising the P5s cos they got gold with honours. SIGH SIGH SIGH D: ANYWAY, it isn't about the end product, it's about the process! yay(: though dance lessons were stressful and torturous, it was fun(: tiring? VERY. but i think bai2 lao shi was a very very good teacher. fierce but nice(: and my closest dance friend, DYAN! hahaha. i remember us always putting our bags nearest to the back door :D haha. and on the syf day we did a lot of things together, like tying and gelling our hair, sitting together on the bus before the syf feeling all nervous and after on the bus feeling all relieved. those were the cool days(: missing dyan, lanabel, and many many others <333

Anyway back to reality(: yesterday's english course was okay, though me and sally think that the teacher is a little slow and sometimes 'is not there' but besides that he's quite a good teacher lah. Leting is damn funny lah, keep trying to get us talk to her two guy friends. LOL. she and the two of them are super close. if you didn't know they're friends, you'd think that they're cousins. :/ oh well (:

and xintong enchanted's still on next tuesday right right right? :D say YES plsss ;D

holidays are boring, but i'm not sure if i really want school to reopen too. there'd be TONS of commitments, project work, homework, tests, quizzes etc. Dang. But it'll also mean spending another wonderful and fruitful year with 103'07 [203'08]! yay(: so there are pros and cons, oh well :/ why am i being so random?

xD cos i'm me (:

Together. 8:57 AM

WOW, i feel that i haven't been blogging in ages but in fact, it has only been one day... perhaps many things have been happening. yah, i think so. my last post said that it'll be a boring sunday but it turned out very very fun! :D:D let's see. me my sister and my brother walked my cousin home. LOL. didn't expect my sister to come but anyway. we were super duper lame. my sister was like saying we were what his 'protectors' or something. so as we walked, we surrounded him. super lol lah. then because his heels felt painful, he started limping, so my sister was like 'we have to limp with him so that the bad people cannot tell who he is' LOOOOOL. and btw, if you guys didn't know, she isn't six, she's 17. uh huh. :D but anyway, i think if my sister doesn't exist, life would be very boring. [hah] then my mum called up and said that we should go join her at shopping in taka. my sis had piano lessons so she didn't follow. there with my bro and mum, we went to wisma and i bought shoes! yay(: cos i only had one pair i liked to wear a lot so it started stinking and everything cos my feet sweats. urgh but ahaha. i've got a new pair (:

then my dad and my sis picked us up from paragon. then we didn't know what to do. so my father suggested something greeeeat! KARAOKE. woohooo. great idea. i think i have a wonderful family. i think sometimes, we really do quite random stuff. :D but it's good :D :D:D:D so we went to NTU club and booked a karaoke room and it seems that it only costs $8 per hour for members! so cheap! so i think the our kbox outing can consider going there, but there are no doubt less songs lah :D anyway so we were singing. my parents sang all the old old old ones. it was super funny :D:D hoho. my mum never used to sing at the karaoke, but after participating in all the parent support group things and performing by 'dancing' and 'singing', i think she opened up a lot more! :D wahhahahaahahahaa. i never used to sing to, until this year. don't know why. but it's cool. :D everyone was super enthu! :D:D

then we went for dinner. wahahahaha. funny lah. we kept laughing the whole day :D my sister lah. haiyo. she's really a bit sort. not sane, definitely not :DDDDDDDD but everything without her would be boring, cos she just says the lamest and stupidest things as a 17 year old. whahaa. :D SUNDAY WAS SO NICE :D EVERYONE WAS SO HIGH AND HAPPY :D I LOVE MY FAMILY :D after dinner we did yet another lame thing. my uncle was smsing my sister thanking us for 'escorting' our cousin home. lol. then he said we were most welcome to visit their new house [though we've been there before] anytime. uhuh :D but being a random family, my mum said 'let's go now' and off we went, to visit them :D LOOOL. they all already in their PJs lah hohohoho. but it was a SUPER COOL DAY. I <3 my family! :D


yesterday had cca. then went to pop to buy textbooks. waited for an hour for my father to come. mostly just stoned :D haha. anyway then went home ate lunch and dashed to dental. so stupid. they are really almost the worst dental clinic, with the worst service EVER. i told them before hand i had to leave at 3.30pm SHARP for a course. and i wasn't lying. until three thirty, it wasn't my turn yet. appt was at 2.30. STUPID that's not the longest i ever waited k. but i was rushing lah. and i was only done at 4.15pm. STUPID. REAL STUPID. crap clinic i tell you, save money, WASTE TIME. RAWRRRRRRRR. and i was supposed to meet leting's mum at china town mrt by 4.20. HAHA. very funny. so my father had to fetch me straight there and i was late. RAWRR. leting, sally and leting's two friends were already there. and the teacher already started. the lesson was okay lah, bet the teacher was shocked by sally's horrendous laughter. HOHOHOHOHO. today we will be going earlier to have dessert with leting and her mum. :D wahaha. the teacher is Mr. Charles. hahahaha how charming. LOL

:D shiyan

Together. 9:27 AM

haiz. i expect it to be a boring sunday this time D:

anyway. let's recount...

On friday, me and my bro decided to go watch game plan[night movie] at cineleisure as my parents went to do some stuff. yah so we went there and found that there were no more tickets. [expected, CINELEISURE] then stardust there were no seats too. beemovie is stupid so we decided not to watch that. uh huh. so we were left stranded among all the rowdy teenagers!! it was so freaky i tell you. then we had nothing to do until my parents were done so we decided to call up our ah yees. hahahaha. they weren't out so we thought we go there awhile to wait for out parents. but in the end, we stayed overnight. SO FUNNY lah. so cool. we just wore their t-shirts and shorts. wahaha. and i could fit into this long pants that my 6 year old cousin could wear too! see, i'm skinny :D:D so the next day we woke up and decided that we still wanted to watch the game plan. and we ended up watching the game plan at 12.50pm with my cousin aaron, my bro, my sis, and my two ah yees. (: they always go to the movie with us(: after the movie we went to eat at long john silvers then made our way to marina square to meet my mum who was shopping. after like 1 1/2 hours of aimless window shopping we went to fetch our new foster sister from nanyang for dinner. and there came the entertainment part-- for me. nah, but she's nice lah. very friendly :D so like that ((: haaha okay

<3 shiyan <3

Together. 11:05 AM

HEH :D i've got a $100 dollar pop voucher as a 'prize' i guess (: yay! now i'll get free sec 2 textbooks. :D:D talked a lot to xiao ting and geena today. WOW it's really been ages. and they've all changed a lot (; never talked much to xiaoting last time but she's gone so much MORE ego-er. and Aidi? HAIZ D: i think she's forgotten me :'( anyway, that reminds me, i should go add them on msn now (:

now my sister and her friend are asking me to play taboo. lol.

okay nothing much, just that it was a fruitful OM meeting yet again! :D:D

Together. 6:30 PM

LOL just helped xintong crap for her graduation speech in peihwa. wahahahaa. i'm also receiving a prize tomorrow at nanyang! hohoo. never expected but i guess miracles do happen. (:

wahaha i feel lame. OM meeting was only fruitful towards the end, but i think our problem is SUPER COOL. whahahahaa. (: okay. laminggg. bye((:

Together. 7:05 PM

GAH. i'm so bored. and i'm aching. boohoo. crap. i've been at home the whole day and guess what i've been doing! first i woke up. then i continued reading agatha christie's 'appointment with death'. then it was time for tv! yay(: watched some repeated channel 55 hong kong show. 随时候命. i'm sure i watched snaps of it before. just that now i'm watching everything since they played it again. i ALWAYS watch repeated telecasts... right. then i started packing my room [the bits and pieces left] and then i ate spaghetti for lunch. uh huh. following that, i stoned for 1 WHOLE HOUR [ and i ain't kidding] from 12pm to 1pm. right. so i decided i shall be fresh so i went for a bath. and don't know what i did but i only ended up at the computer at 2pm. WEIRD. anyway, what an eventful day it was, don't you think so?

Together. 2:35 PM

GAH. having fever. BOOHOO. the OM meeting today was xian. not productive at all. but expected lah, all our brains SUPER slow already. haven't exercised in a long long time(: went to penang kitchen. LOL. we ate rice and we had all seven dishes. wahaha. we are doing the eccentrics. hope it ain't the wrong decision. :( we couldn't come up with any ideas on the problem D: so sad

i've got so many many many many things i wanna do this hols. i hate to miss the PSL camp. GAH why must they make it when i'm on holiday? BOOOOOOHOOOOO :'( so sad! i'll be missing SOOOOOOOO MUCH. dang it. but nvm i guess learning to accept things is part of self development. wahaha. and i'm giving up something that can be learnt in a few days for family bonding. [which cannot be built in just a few days] LOL! i'm so lame. -.-"

there's nothing much to do. boring. i'm some how looking forward to next year. though i know i'll be SUPER SUPER busy. crap. let's see..

1) i'll be having three days of cca as usual [just that more vigorous cos performance is coming up]
2) i'll be taking up calligraphy cca [which they'll be opening next year] , which will take another day of my week
3) i'll still be continuing piano lessons for grade 7 as usual [hopefully, i'll PASS, i'm just a failure at piano!]
4) i want to take up outside dance lessons! [but maybe i'll not]
5) guess there'll be PSL commitments?
6) OM?!?!?!
7) Distant cousins are coming over in april again. that'll mean more entertainment. [but it's okay i guess]

WOW! looks like a wonderful year ahead isn't it?

Together. 6:38 PM

DOWN WITH FLU D:

i knew i'll fall sick :'( and i hate being sick. went for lunch at sunsetway [near xintong's house] then went to visit my new born baby cousin! lol. my father's cousin's child actually. SSOOOO SUPEERRRR CUUTEE LAHH. i love babies. <333333 man i hate being sick. BOOOOOO

and xintong if you ever read this, can you please reply my sms. if not i'll take it that your phone is spoilt or something. D: you slow pok.

pauline: LOOOLL. first time you tag at my blog lah! wahahaha so happy. didn't know you actually tag at blogs. the last time you tag at huihan's blog i so jealous.. :'( LOL. jkjk, wahahaha

wahaha having OM lunch and meeting tomorrow after my cca. yea, hohoho. (:

okay going out for sushi lunch. TATA!

Together. 6:52 PM

haha it was supposedly 'class outing' today but end up only 14 of us turned up among the 30 pple in the class... WOW, but anyway we had fun! lol. we climbed the pyramid at west coast park thrice. so lame. and we sat there gossiping. HAIZ! girl's nature i suppose :P though my butt certainly hurt A LOT. haha. we were going through all the obstacle courses there. it was kinda lame but i guess again that we certainly had some kind of fun. :D wahaha. oh and we played 一毛钱 and captain's ball [with yanni's small, puny ball] LOL. also played murderer. so weird lah, me and sally thought that alicia killed us but she wasn't the murderer in the end. WEIRD. but anyway. guess her eye was itchy or something. LOL (: so sandy lah. and now i'm down with flu and sore throat. crap. this would usually lead to fever :/ not a nice thing by any chance huh. :(

there is something terribly wrong with my blog posts' date and time. it is NOT correct. anw :/

it's so sad that less than half the class turned up when it was supposed to be a CLASS outing. haiz. let's see who turned up:

Me, sally, pauline, huihan, yan ni, alicia, hengyeng, josephine, jesslene, siqi, yijia, wang qing, yumin & rachel. the rest don't know what happened probably cca, commitments and stuff. but i think there are defnitely a few in those who did not turn up who just didn't FEEL like coming cos some pple couldn't make it. but anyway, can't say anything :/ URGH. feeling terrible :'( get sore throat ever so easily D:

i must start speaking more chinese. YES I MUST. i shall set resolutions like sally too. i have MANYMANY just that i've not written them down. let's see, i must at least read 20 english books and 10 chinese books this holidays. WAH. CHINESE. but i'll try. i hope :D

compete with yourself.

Together. 6:06 PM

HELLO!

my internet was down yesterday so i couldn't post about wed, 7 nov 2007. yes i must never forget this date and 2 nov 2007. wahaha. fundraising! OMG it was such a success! WOOHOO! we sold EVERYTHING LAH. it was chao cool~ yay! went around with huihan and leting selling sweets and drinks. i was holding the money lah, and i kept dropping. SIGH, i'm such a ... anw! leting was COOOL. we was SUPER good. and i can't deny that she'll be this SUPER DUPER SUCCESSFUL entrepreneur in the future! She kept going (quotes from her blog) "hello! would you be interested in buying sweets? you can give them to the performers because they're all nicely wrapped, or for yourself too, and each is only $1.50. it's for charity too!!" and her HELLO was super enthu and funny! she was really very enthu lah. wahhhh. wahaha, and huihan used the weighing machine thing to put four drinks. wahahaaah it was FUNNNN. just when we thought that the drinks couldnt' sell when we went back to refill, everything SOLD OUT! wahahaha i was so shocked, so happy, so soo proud! woots! then i hugged many many many pple too! i love hugging! gives me a feeling of dunno, nice anyway! wahahahaaa.

i'm packing my room now so it's in a horrible mess. ah hah! anyway, jesslene suggests that we can have a movie-cum-christmas slumber party at MY HOUSE! woohoo. and my mum agreed. but i don't think many pple would be able to come lah, but anyway, no harm asking, and this is not a MUST, so don't put your parents in a difficult position! (:

wahahaha, okay! once again, 103'07 <333333333333333333333333333333333333

Together. 11:57 AM

HELLLLLLLLO. FEELING SUPER BORED. and stretched. and tired. BOOOOOOOO! we did 40 sit ups, 60 crunches and 40 dunno what thing, + a lot a lot more stuff to train the abdominal muscles. WAHAHAA. how nice. but kay lah, i think my flexibility also improving. we had to split using the stairs! so it means that if you can actually do a split without cheating, you'd be doing OVER a hundred and eighty degrees. LOL. everyone was dying. HAHAA. but quite cool lah, in a way :D

so i'm really bored.
watched a couple of animes.
then
dunno lor
too xian to pack room
haiz


OKAY. byebye :D

Together. 6:32 PM

Cos jiajia's at my house now, i shall keep this short (:

hmmm, congratulations to everyone on the great completion of Choral And Drama night :D
im so touched!
THANK YOU TO SENIORS MARIANNE AND CHITYIN, AND ANGELS AMELIA AND XIAO YOU for giving me BEAUTIFUL flowers(: thank you! i'm soooo touched. sooo sweet (: i'm really very very very very very touched, especially my seniors! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. aiyo i never expected it but yes, i'm really touched. :D :D i shall get nice stuff for my angels for the CDN too (: YAY

Me and Siqi were crying when we had to destroy our beautiful house :'( my god lah, i was sooo devastated D: D: D: D: we all put in SOO much effort and we had to destroy it! AIYO! i realised it had become a part of me, like it's something that belongs to me totally. i would like to thank all index 1-15 pple. :D

Sally was forced to eat with my dad my mum and my sis cos she took my car. LOL. she was so shy, okay maybe not but she was UNUSUALLY POLITE. WAH she super funny lah. i think we reached home only at like 12++. but it was cool. waakakakaka

OKAY. i gtg! TATA!

Together. 10:52 AM

URGH. just read the email spammed from 1/3 pple about the fundraising. GAH so disappointing, sounds like we're having some war :( nvm. guess this is inevitable. i finished eclipse last night! it's SUPER SUPER NICE. waH so much better than the first two. definitely NC16, no lah. not that bad, maybe a 15 yrs old restriction. ECLIPSE! yay(:

today was boring. had cca in the morning. so tiring. then went westmall to meet my sis for lunch and she went to buy some stuff. preparing for A levels. seem so serious. URGH i'm scared. another PSLE, just WORSE. haiz. cca was from 11-1 initially. teacher dragged until 2. HAIZ! ate lunch at like what? 2.30/2.45 or something. STARVING. ACHING.

NVM. tomorrow's choral night performance. will it turn out well? i don't dare think. seems really freaky. but not so bad i guess. it's just the stress level of getting the rest to manage the props well and stuff. guess i better start planning >.<

okay. holidays are boring. HUIHAN! QUICK PLAN THE KBOX AND ICE SKATING OUTING!

yay. bye

Together. 5:15 PM

CLOCK! ;