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Friday, October 12, 2007


哭了就要站起来。okay. but i'm not sure if i'm done weeping but yes. i'll get over this by tomorrow. i knew i'll break down at home. sure. phew at least it's at home when i'll all alone. lala. yes i knew i'll screw my math. YESYESYES. when it's the only time i've worked hard enough for this subject. and i did worse. worse than when i don't even try. HAIZ. the sad truth of life. and pple out there score like ten times better when they don't even bother to revise or practice. well, it ain't that fault at all. it's just IN them. can't blame them, they just get things the easier way. LIFE'S UNFAIR ISN"T IT? i'm happy for those who did well cos they put in so much more. yes, i'm happy that they've done themselves proud, aka jesslene (: they ought to cos i can tell they REALLY did try. GAH. i'll work harder. i promise. for next year. when you're not naturally smart you have to put in SO much to do well. yea it's like that. i can tell you if i don't even study for any of the subjects, i'll just flop it. REALLY. believe me, it's not natural for me to do well without putting in any effort. really. most pple don't have that natural intellect. so if i don't do well, it's just an indication that i didn't try hard enough so yep, I SHALL SET ANOTHER GOAL! i'll practice hard for my math. i will i will TRY MY BEST to make this promise.

my parents won't scold me, they'd just ask me if i want tuition. but i don't want to forever rely on tuition, and tuition does not necessarily mean that you would do better in that subject. i don't want pple to think that i did well only cos i had tuition. i want to prove myself right. i have the abilities! yes i have. (especially when i ALWAYS lose 10m due to carelessness). i will practice and try to reduce unnecessary errors!

Yes, i can say that i did try my best, so even if i don't do well, at least i knw i've tried. I"VE TRIED. at least i've tried. and i can answer for my setback. if i didn't try i'll regret this even more. SO YEP! WAY TO GO SHIYAN!!!


i'm sure i'll get over this by tomorrow, right?



yup! (:

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