Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I FEEL EVILLLL~~~~~
now everyone is so frustrated over OM. gosh. and we're the only grp that is happy. and frankly, if our grp splits, most of the grps would be happier. BUT HAIZ! cannot also lahhhhh........ it's so sad that when all this grping thing comes in, we start to hear all the flaws of pple. why some just refuse to grp with the other, blah blah. HAIYO!!!! i feel so frustrated for them. my FPS grp also was very fan before deciding FINALLY today, cos there were also many pple who asked to join our grp. we had a HARD time deciding. HARD HARD HARD. and we all had to be so EVVVIIILLLL. i think sally was kinda evil today. she made it so obvious. and sometimes, it's really REALLY just the acceptance. we can't get everything for ourselves good and make others suffer. I WAS THE POLITICIAN! LOOOL and Leting was my 'mu4 hou4 ren2' advising me. so now, my OM grp consists of FPS grp ( Sally Pauline Hui Han Yan Ni ) + alicia and heng yeng. i'm quite pleased :D at least we don't have to fan like the other grps :/ BUTBUT. this is being mean!!!!!!! :'( everyone is hurting each other... this is so, so, SO politically WRONG. Dx
GAHGAHGAH and worse still, IS IT JUST FATED FOR ME JUST NOT BEING ABLE TO ENJOY WHAT I WANT TO DO??????????????????? the PSL camp HAS and MUST PURPOSELY be from the third to fifth DEC! and WTH. i'm OVERSEAS. O-V-E-R-S-E-A-S. this is just HORRID. HORRID HORRID HORRID. it's gonna be fun lah, and i'm going to MISS A LOT, we have to go through MANY MANY courses. HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess as josephine says, it's just tian yi. IT'S all FATED.
i hate dilemmas. i think everyone is facing one right now :(
Together. 4:53 PM