Monday, September 10, 2007
Yes now i really wonder why the hell do i blog, why the hell am i blogging at this point of time?
But yes, it's good sometimes to keep me from thinking about stuff that isn't at all healthy for me.
Let's pray i won't slip so much tomorrow
Let's pray i can hear what is major and minor tomorrow
Let's pray i'll be able to play the piece i have most confidence in well tomorrow
Let's pray that i'll be able to remember my scales tomorrow while the examiner stares
Let's pray that the sight reading would not have more than two sharps or flats tomorrow
Let's pray that my palms wouldn't get all clammy tomorrow
Let's pray that all will turn out fine tomorrow
Prayers don't work if you don't put in your best too. so i shall gambate, GAMBATE, GAMBATE!!!! wait i don't learn jap. is that right? fellow jap learners?
I always tend to make a big deal out of really minor things. When i'm depressed, i tell the whole damn world so most pple find me irritating. When i'm sad, i show it right smack on my face. When i'm nervous or scared i tell the whole damn world why. Please, pple, just tell me to shut up sometimes and not be such an attention seeker. but i just don't like keeping everything that disturbs me badly all to myself, it's oppressive, it's unbearable. unless it's top secret. but i would tell someone really close to me in the end. but please don't get the wrong idea, i don't go around telling everybody about a secret that you(if u did) told me. i hope. i think so XD nah anyway. why am i wasting precious time for studying? i'm such an idiot. MUg MUG MUGG.
Buy me a mug for my birthday. don't shudder.
So, i can do it yea. yes i can. face that ang moh examiner. nah how scary can it get, the more worried i am, the worse i do.
A belief?
Or is it an illusion?
AHHAHA. --> that's for me to choose.
i must have a strong mind XDDD yay. jiayou to everybody <3333
Together. 8:46 PM