Monday, September 17, 2007
wow. haven't touched my com or blogged for the whole weekend. argh. i rather be in school. and have lessons. WHY?! cos all we can do at home is mug mug mug! yep, that's it. horrible aye. went to huihan's blog. read her post before all the quizzes. wow, i was amazed. awestruck. dumbfounded. at the maturity and depth of her post. another deep thinker; go read pple. you would feel entirely different. it talked about what she would do if she finds out she will die tomorrow or contract some terminal disease. she wants to make a difference. she wants to make a difference in other's life. man. i was touched. it makes so much sense.and it obviously showed that it came from a sensible deep thinker. yes, and i, lee shi yan, have decided, i want to make a difference too. She mentioned that she ain't being emo, but she thought that she shouldn't be emo like all the pple around her because of marks, she realised that life ain't so much about results and only results. nope, i shan't be emo. i shall try never to care so much about my marks anymore. i have been influenced by her. I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. i wouldn't want to live my life without any meaning, any meaning at all. i want to help pple too.
When i was younger, i used to dream to become a doctor to help those pple who are terminally ill in Africa. but being a doctor is scary. i don't know. i don't like to see blood. and i guess i'll be very affected if i witness death and i can't do anything about it. well, guess if anyone wants to become a doctor in future, he or she would have to overcome all these. yes. life isn't only about marks. it's about making an impact. i haven't really thought about what i would do if i had contracted an incurable disease. would i wallow in self pity? or would i be like Terry Fox who ran a marathon across countries to raise funds for the cancer patients when he himself had just found out that he had contracted polio? would anyone have such resilience and willpower? it's amazing how these pple manage to be so selfless. yes, so i've decided to live life more meaningfully, to learn to enjoy and work smart at the same time. yes, make a difference (:
and this is not being emo pple, there are certain things that are worth thinking about :D
Together. 6:30 PM