Thursday, September 6, 2007
hello (: i've uploaded a nice song from snow queen. i've been a real slacker that is, haiz
i'm so scared lah, it's the piano exam next tuesday! when i'm nervous i dun think i can even find my middle C. crap right. now i regret not practising for the past few months.
I hAVE NO LIFE AT ALL. i am stuck at home. i can't get out cos everybody in my hse is having exams. i mean i know i'm supposed to study too but haiz... ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! i made a card last night till like 12.30 am but it didn't turn out well. sad. we had pizza for lunch (: and one of my mum's colleagues sent a birthday cake. so sweet!! it's such a nice chocolate cake. many many many layers of chocolate... ahh~... i've been very lethargic nowadays, spending most of my time just sleeping. once i touch my bed, i can't get up. i've been slacking really, and i know i'm supposed to study for the EOYs AND practise piano. i've never felt so scared of piano exams. i dunno why, maybe it's cause this time my sister isn't taking it with me. haiz. i'm scared. nervous. afraid. lost. yep, words to describe me. i don't want to fail this exam. cos it really costs a lot to learn piano. u see, i just passed my grade two, failed grade three, passed with ok marks grade four, just just passed really border line grade five. yea see that's how lousy i am at it :( but i don't have much interest in piano, only when i get to play other pieces besides EXAM PIECES. so xian. i shall stop slacking then. but i can't. haiz. ok anyway byebye (:
Together. 6:58 PM