Saturday, September 1, 2007
HAIZ! the comments for my online progress report is SO CRAPPY. so sad lah :'( miss foo's one was quite disappointing but it obviously told the truth. Mdm lee's one was quite encouraging, zhong lao shi's one was nice (: history's one is crappy too. ARGH! so sad. :'( Ms chang's one was very nice XD but ah, so sad. my mum sure nag at me later. haven't shown her yet. you can't blame me for speaking up less in class this term cos there was basically NOTHING for me to express my views on lah. haiyo. i wish i could speak up more too but i really have nothing to say anymore. i'm sad :'( got almost all 2s for "speaking up in class". but guess i deserved it. i think i'll score very badly this term for participation in class. very badly i think. but i really cannot think of anything to say. oh dear. this is so scary. my mum's going to nag at me like hell later. noooo. D:
i think i'm having very drastic mood swings nowadays. i get very frustrated when my brother comes into my room and doesn't close the door after he leaves. it's damn... then i get so irritated that i start screaming and cursing him. and once i'm studying i can't make myself talk to another person. once he or she talks to me i'll get very irrtated too. it's so horrible but i can't control myself! sorry to my sis and bro and parents then. i've been this really moody sibling and daughter. i try to be less moody but i can't help it really. there isn't much for me to be very happy about and i can't seem to bring myself to be high at home like how i'm high in school. if i'm actually high, my parents would be very happy cos most of the time, i'm expressionless at home. so i think i'll probably die not going to school. sounds weird huh? but i really think so.
the progress report has spoilt my mood.
totally.
forever.
and ever.
Together. 12:40 PM